He was so afraid of losing his seal that he was more frightened than killing himself.

After staring at each other for a long time, Xie Hengyan’s throat could not help but choke, causing the method to squeeze out a complete sentence smoothly.
"Print pour …"
At that time, the puppet curled up in his arms and his voice was almost vague.
"You … you know what?" He closed his eyes and said very slowly, "At that time, when I opened the curtain, I first saw Una … the kitchen knife was aimed at your neck, and you two were a little … so less than the thumb width."
"I don’t know what my heartbeat should be like, but I felt that I was not myself at that time, as if he were going to cut me … you, can you be afraid of me?"
Yin Zhu didn’t speak, but he looked down and proved his answer.
When Xie Hengyan was seriously injured and comatose for several nights, he failed to wake up … Didn’t he taste that he was on the sidelines and worried all the time?
"I will never … never allow you to die in front of me in one day, even if it’s a little early." Xie Hengyan took a deep breath and put her face into Yin Yan’s warm arms, trembling and said, "Otherwise, you say that I’m struggling to hold on to all this … what’s the point?"
“……”
This time, Indy is no longer in a hurry to open his mouth and ask questions as usual. He is silent and focused on staring at the puppet expression. Only at this moment can he capture many, many … I didn’t notice the complicated emotions.
Chapter 18 do not say
In fact, when I talked with Xie Hengyan a long time ago, Yinzhu made a similar guess, but I didn’t think so much at that time. Jia Hengyan gave a tough attitude and was always ambiguous. Yinzhu was too lazy to pester those word games, so he rarely guessed the hidden feelings behind it
Later, I gradually realized that some accidents are not accidental, and some accidents are deliberate.
Just like a year ago, on the night of Fuze Mountain, Yinzhu accidentally broke Xie Hengyan’s arm, but he didn’t apologize. Instead, he said indifferently that there was no good or evil in the monster, so it was immediately obliterated.
Xie Hengyan is red-eyed and asks … But have I ever harmed you?
Has he ever harmed me? Yin Zhu did not believe it at that time, but chose to question it.
Now, when I look back on the past, I find that this is a silly puppet, as if I were with him, just like sticking.
"Things before being taken to Tongjing Island … I didn’t even say a word to Xie Yun." Xie Heng Yan Li tilted her head, fixed her gaze on the seal and poured her eyes as if after a long period of time. She said with complete caution, "In my business, there is a curse left by the original owner. I can’t say that once I export the demon seal, it will crack … whether you are me or I already know it, I must never say a word or even ask.
When this was said, I suddenly looked up, which didn’t mean that I was full of shock, but I felt a strong sense of sadness.
His throat trembled several times, trying to say something, but in the end he pursed his lips and bowed his head to hold the puppet tighter in his arms.
"So …" Xie Hengyan took a deep breath, closed his eyes and hesitated. "So I …"
"I know, I know," Yinzhu whispered. "You don’t have to say it’s okay. I’m white."
"I don’t want to lie to you," Xie Hengyan insisted. "But if you ask those words, I … I can’t say it, and I will die." He once again tugged at Yinzhu’s sleeve for fear of not being forgiven by him, and even more afraid of not being believed by him, and repeatedly explained, "Yinzhu … I don’t want to die so fast, and I want to live a little longer. We will all work together for half a year on the day of sailing, so that we can have a chance to go out in the future."
"I know, I know," Yinzhu repeated, and then gently rubbed the warm side cheek of the puppet with both hands. "I won’t ask or ask, okay?"
Xie Heng Yanli shook his head, clutching his sleeve, and his eyes were wide open. At that time, he was full of tears. He couldn’t help but cling to the seal and keep asking, "Do you dislike me?" You don’t want me to be a wife? "
Seal pour show zheng hasn’t come to refute two sentences Xie Hengyan drily asked in his ear "we can’t be husband and wife? You want to marry another woman … Oh, hey, how do you …! "
Before the words are finished, the person has been lifted up by the whole body to hold Xie Hengyan, just like holding a big doll, put him back on the bed and pulled aside the bedding to cover him up. Xie Hengyan wants to bend his elbow and press him back with one hand holding his shoulder. Xie Hengyan has yet to continue to struggle, and his arms are locked on both sides of the puppet while bending his knees against his legs. "Don’t move!"
“……”
Xie Hengyan suddenly didn’t dare to shrink in the bedding again. He didn’t have time to look at him with two eyes left, as if he didn’t know what to do.
India poured but didn’t speak for a long time. In the past, I bowed my head and stared intently at Xie Hengyan’s eyebrow eye.
Twenty years have passed, and all he knows about his past is that only when he is haunted by nightmares at night can he find some traces of his past from the distant and vague memento mori.
Among them, Xie Hengyan, who was forgotten the most and suffered the longest, was already black and blue in front of him and beside him.
And Yinzhu forgot all about him. At that time, I wanted to ask him a question, but I was born again.
"Do you hate me?" Xie Hengyan asked uncertainly.
India poured a long silence and failed to give an answer. Xie Hengyan shrank his neck and buried his head in the bedding, no longer letting him see his face.
Yin Yi just woke up and reached over the puppet sleeve and asked, "… do you hate me?"
"…" Xie Heng Yan Yin sullenly "Why do you ask?"
Yin Zhu said, "I seem to have done a lot of things I’m sorry for you."
Xie Heng YanWenWen live again don’t know such as reply.
"I’m a terrible person," Yinzhu continued. "What happened when I was a child … I forgot all about it and I still can’t remember it."
"You still say!" Xie Hengyan suddenly said in a hurry, "Do you want to see me evaporate in situ?"
India poured busy shut up and said "I’m sorry"
Xie Hengyan "…"
Holding his head before printing and pouring, he said again, "I’m sorry …"
He said sorry twice in a row.
Once, I almost stopped talking.
And the other time was in the past twenty years, especially in the year after the reunion, what he had done … apologized to Xie Hengyan.
Chapter 183 It
If you can’t draw a boat on a drawing, you can’t build it, but Yan Ren in Xie Heng is sick, and you have to go out to sea for treatment-so building a boat to treat diseases has formed a reversible vicious circle.
Lao Wang asked Yinzhu, "How long will he sleep?"
After printing and pouring, he couldn’t answer. He really didn’t know whether it was the day or the day after tomorrow. Maybe a generation who slept like this could postpone the shipbuilding progress forever.
"There are so many external accessories, no one can choose simple and easy to draw?" Yin Yan wrung his eyebrows and said, "Why don’t you pull someone in for a while?"
"Yes, it can be done," Lao Wang said. "But you still have to let him get a head start. Only when there are few rough samples can people continue to go deeper-but, but you see, can he draw now?"
When they heard this, they looked back at Xie Hengyan at the same time, but Xie Hengyan was unconscious, and it didn’t help how to shout with his eyes closed.
"He can’t get up," sighed Lao Zhang. "This time it’s really over. He has to lie like this all the time, and the boat root can’t continue to build."
"Yes, it took us so long for nothing."
"This … this is not a toss?"
Later, there was no way out. The boatmen knew that there was no chance to stand beside them, and it didn’t take long for them to turn their heads and leave the whole wooden house, leaving Xie Hengyan with their hands clasped in his puppet’s hands and repeatedly asking in his ear, "What do you say … what should I do?"